i haven´t written in awhile, i don´t know where to begin, Slasher movies are a C.I.A ploy to desensitize and inject Nihilism into the public, the Public is already overwhelmingly nihilistic, every cause and or brand of politics is already compromised and Servicing either Jews, or the Master of Jews Samael
the Logic behind this is simple, you may hold the opinion that Evolution is false, this instantaneously puts you in the same bed as Flat-Earthers and Reptilians and the Illuminati and such other Conspiracies, people talk about "Grey", how everything is "Grey" and then they proceed to make these value judgements and lump groups together and jump to conclusions, i remember this one time i lumped BAP and Nick Fuentes in the same group, one of the persons talking to me was outraged, he considered them different, of a different caliber, not comparable because Nick fuentes is a mexican and BAP is a hallowed Nietzchean, in truth both work for Jews, BAP is a Jew College Professor that will defend the State of Israel to his dying breath and Nick Fuentes is a third worldist faggot that defends muslims and has Civic Nationalist Morals, both work aganist the White race and in Favour of Jews
this is irrelevant, people no longer think along these lines, people think in Neo-Tribalist Lines, its all about my Neo-Tribe, its all about wether i suck BAP´s cock, or Fascist Cock, or wether im a Based Duginist or whatever the fuck, they work and worship figures that would see them extinct from earth and replaced by a mass of 50IQ Niggers in the name of Hallowed Babel (wich will be built in Tel Aviv after the UN becomes the one world government
it is in this state of Neo-Tribalism that it is impossible to have any form of Nuanced or "issue based" position, my "Morals" are directed insomuch as they benefit me or not, i know there is a Cabal of Jews running the world and they hate me for being white, thus my thinking is informed along these lines, i don´t care for "Fascism" or "Democracy" or "Communism" i will be partial to Le Fascisme because Mussolini was a Avatara that fougth the Jews, Dreamed of a Greater Italy and cared for His People, and i will be less partial to Democracy or Bolshevism because it was invented by Jews with the direct purpose of weakening and destroying Whites and Ruling the World through mass Homogenization (They are the Chosen of Samael their objective is to unify everything into an insipid soup and become the Rulers of Mankind apointed by Samael and ruling from the Tower of Babel on Tel Aviv)
Ideals are just that, tools, you have a set of beliefs and Ideas, you have a Purpose, and you make everything else work for that purpose, you become a fascist because Fascism aligns with your beliefs, not the other way around, Sociopaths today love this and take advantage of how everyone is lost and any and all institutions have lost their legitimacy and ability to Guide to manipulate and take them over, for the good of their Hubris and to create their Personality Cults and little Neo-Tribes, thus all these fags of Self Improvement and Politics, and the BAPs and the Neocons and the jordan petersteins and all of these Raging Homosexuals i refuse to keep naming
this is not even the point of this Entry, the point of this entry is that as i said before, the CIA uses Violence in Media to induce Nihilism into you, they obliterate the Human form, then they come up with the whole conglomerate of the "Academia" and "Sciences" to tell you that the sun will die in a Gorillion years and that the Universe will die from Heat death, this is literally Hebrew Theleology, Linear Time is a Jewish thing, most Pagan, White, and Ancient doctrines talk about Cyclical time and how nothing ever ends, or Changes for that matter
people don´t give a flying fuck about any of this, they don´t ask nor want to ask the big questions, they´ll tell you to "Touch Grass", everyone who´s told me that was fucked in the head, my mom told me that and she´s a Sociopath that kicked both me and my brother out of the House and is at odds with literally everyone in my family, another ex-friend of mine told me that too and he literally can´t get over his 3 Ex-Girlfriends and his entire life comes down to getting Drunk outta his ass on fridays and talking about how many women he is seeing or not seeing
in my experience it is safe to say that people who tell you to Touch Grass are complete fucked up psychos who think they know more than they actually do, in my short 2 Weeks of Boot Camp before i dropped out after not being able to handle the Heat, i was told by one of my Squadmates that "People take their shit too seriously" and that that was why people are depressed, that i should "Assume this is my new life and get a Girlfriend" or something along these lines
the funny thing is that almost everyone in there, Smoked, Drank Monster, Drank Coffe, or a combination of the Three, people will tell you to Touch Grass and "Live Laugh Love" while going to a Shrink, Drinking 9 cans of Monster a day and smoking a full pack a day
in other words, not only is the "Don´t ask questions just live life" not a real answer to Existential questions by virtue of the fact that... well its not a real answer, saying "Live Laugh Love" when confronted with the Demiurg, and how life is Pain, and how every single institution and System has been built in Blood, and how the Entire history of the World is perpetually Steeped in blood, Animals butchering Eachother, Parasites, the cabal of Jews and their Faggy lapdogs running the world, its not a resolution to this Problem, it is its avoidance
it is also the fact that this people, are simply put, not Sane, or not Sane Enough despite their alledgedly Superior method of "Coping", i personally believe there is no hope to anything, i can´t find the words to articulate it right here (Perhaps in another Entry, this post was supposed to be much much longer anyways, but my Mind is fickle and it all falls apart, i can´t keep my trains of thought, everything blurs into a Sea of Pain, Anger, Desire for Vengeance and a lot of Fear and feelings of inadequacy), all i can say is i have a Deep Seated Hatred for Existance, and for the People therein insomuch as they are Guided by Hubris like all of these E-Faggots trying to get you into Political Cults, a lot of the people i met at bootcamp were good people though, but this changes nothing about the nature of the World